Sunday, April 03, 2011
2:15 AM
its so sudden that i felt so negatives. well. i'm not sure why either. Its been so long i ever post. I'm afraid of losing friends ever since last time. i dont know why sometimes i felt i'm neglected which i dont want to have this thinking. Maybe its myself, probably i think too much. Maybe i think too much, if i ever neglect or say something that i really dont mean. Please please forgive me. I think we all have drifted apart, i wanna be close to all of you but one small group is enough to me and i really wish we can be this close and maintain this close.... Can we? As i know my mood for this few days is really crazy, i can be happy, high, sad, emo and angry. But what i felt is that i think i know you all for years instead of like months months. I wish we can continue ya?! <3<3<3<3<3 Loves you all so much!~ very soon i have to stop my fangirling activities, which means around august or sep~ where i only left with 4-5 months. Or maybe minimise the fangirling. Minimise will do. Mugging for my last year and graduate successfully.