I felt somehow really weird. Maybe its due to me. Or am i thinking too much? Probably. I just felt we are not used to be what we are last time, or is it because i'm the one? I dont think everyone likes me. Am i? Truthfully speaking am i that kind of person that everyone dislikes. Probably i should fade off barh. Because i never ever had friends that will tahan me. Only 1, charmaine Lim. Ah jie i miss you. I dont know what's wrong with me, i cant seems to make friends that will last longer then them. The them you know who. I feel that my friendship with the girls i know might not be lasting. Is it because of me? Am i just thinking too much? Oh gosh i sound so irritating. I seriously failed as a person. Failed to be a human. Failed. Seriously failed. But what should i do, i guess i should fade off slowly. So that no one will knows about my existences and not being there anymore. fading off seems to be a good choice. Becoming anti-social is not the first time.. Bottling up everything is suffocating me up. Although i appeared to be mature, i guess my thinking is all screwed up. Okay its totally screwed up! I'm not a good friend, not a good unnie, not a good sister. Whatever i do is screwing things up. Haiis. Fading off slowly without making any sound. I'm going to be silent and fade off silently barh.