Friday, November 26, 2010
9:49 PM
Bianca is fine.
Finally our maknae is fine now~~!! WHeeeee! Was worried for her so much today.BIANCA IS AWESOME~~ SO BRAVE~!!! <3Wanna to do something else but she tell us to focus on studies so i went to concentrate but the whole day was kinda pissed off.
I really wanna to complain as much as i can. The only way is twitter. But i realise that i had classmates who met with this problems today. It seems like class politics now. Laugh while all you can. Stare as much as you can. You wont be able to do it after this sem again. Not this sem. Unless you are alone in the team that nobody you can turn to what will you do? Pissed off by your own. Well, i shall see. Making somebody cry is all you all can do? Talking behind people's back is all you can do? Being a two sided face people is damn scary and irritating. Because you wont know the person who is smiling at you will back stab you! So just be careful. You wont know all these unless you undergoes their treatment in class. Well, i wonder how you guys make friends. Just because go around backstabbing people is fun? Why dont you say it in front of my face?In front of their faces to those who suffer your outcasted skill! If there is one day you are in a team where people know each other try the feeling of being outcast. I'm sure you will loved it~ Believe me. Ended up you will be pisses off!!! wanna try to ignore is hard!!!!
Labels: SIGHS
Thursday, November 25, 2010
9:10 PM
tiring day~
didnt went to school in the morning today. went for test instead~ Well i was really tired and dont feel like going to school at all. Not sure why! So set alarm a few times to wake up! Managed to wake up at 12.30pm and i forgot there is replay for pops in seoul until the time reaches 12.55pm. Ran to mum's room to switch on TV and it's already playing an MV and then END!~ ARGHHHH fUck! This is what i scolded! So went back to my room to do something else instead. Well Bianca is at the hospital now. She msg me. So did msg with her. Then i went to school for test. Bought Mac for charmaine as she wanted to eat but is i wanted to eat one. On the way to school i was on twitter the whole time as i switch on my lappy on the bus. So did tweet and tweet.
Reaches school, and then before test start, the faci ask me that my shorts are not allowed or whatever. My shorts is not those kinds of shorts will will reveal your butt or whatever what! Like this also cannot. But module chair(which is my faci) say use jacket to cover up instead. Omg. Or else i sure cannot take the test! Phew!!!! Test was alright. Did have fun with my Kpop classmates. Wondering why these few days keep rain! Damn it lar. Shoes have been wet wet wet!! Damn it!!! reaches home around 7plus.. Freaking tired can!!! I'm super in love with SOOHYUN! Omg..I wanna to go learn Hangul so that i can tweet to him with hangul! Because his english is terrible!LOL. He can speak but i bet he cant read! So learn hangul is the best way to communicate with him on twitter barh!!!
WELL, THIS IS FOR BIANCA~!
My dear dongsaeng ah!! I wish you good luck for your operation~! I think you read my letter already! So smile alright. The picture sure make you happy you know~!! hahahah. I felt so heartache when iris told me about the drawing blood and other stuffs. You are so brave. And you are so young to go through all these. Remember you still have me alright. GOOD LUCK! <3
Labels: good luck to my dearest Bianca~~~
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
10:52 PM
feeling sick
Well, too long never update my blog so i'm here to update. So i just start from 19nov 2010 barh.
Okay for 19nov right, i went for UKISS fansign, which is a last minute decision that i bought together with IRIS. We spent so much just to go see them. Well, i never regretted going. Rushed down there after finished up my stuffs. almost late but managed to reach there. Went to find Bianca at the front but still got some people blocking. Damn it. Couldnt get a better shot. I got so into and cant take my eyes off a particular person which is SHIN SOO HYUN~!
Omg. He's freaking handsome and totally he was doing great fanservice to us. I got so excited just upon seeing him! Seriously i cant take my eyes off him. So when is our turn to go up for fansign, i forgotten to open up the page where i want him to sign on. So ended up is on the front of the album. regretted for not opening up! Haiis. But never mind. He did do heart sign to me, his hands is so warm. I felt like going crazy. Well, he really smiles alot. And i'm totally into him. Pardon my fangirling.. It's just seriously it felt different from you saw online and videos. Totally different.
Well, so after the fansigning, ran to helen unnie and wanyi eating at the side facing the garden plaza. Unnie's camera is damn good. So we rushed off to the carpark. was like waiting for not more than 30minutes or so they came out already. Because the fan sign was like super duper fast due to only one autograph from your bias. So Soohyun was the first to come out, took a snap shot of him waving to me!! and i wave back.. I feel like screaming. But i keep mention SOO HYUN SOO HYUN like dont know how many times in a day. HAHAHAHA. So after they left, took helen's unnie car to bedok. Went to buy some stuffs first and then to the reservoir to queue. Well, the whole process of queueing up is so irritating. Shall not say. Just know that we are really blur and sotong due to the mini-concert. well, pissed off with the organisers due to their last minute of setting up the barricades. And thanks to them we couldnt have a really good view and keep tiptoeing just to watch the concert. But UKISS came like about one hour or so later. The atmosphere was super high due to them. Well, i loved it and but i regretted for not getting a better camera so that i can video it clearly. Disappoint. I cried due to them going to leave. Well, they left after the concert to the airport. rushing... Haiis. But i'm really upset to know that but i just couldnt controlled and cried. Hug bianca and cried and iris too. And i hug the rest and cried again. Super sad can.. Went to their cars there but couldnt get a good view so ended up seeing nothing. Because totally cant see at all. Took helen's unnie car to send bianca to bedok inter. the whole journey i was totally in a messed. Shall not say because i feel so embrassed saying. So after dropping bianca then is my turn. Well. I enjoyed the concert and seriously i went home and i cried again! So the next morning was a pair of swollen eyes. Great ah. So went off to work. and blah blah blah~~~~
Okay this photo here is my HUBBY~~ SHIN SOO HYUN~<3
So till recently, i had not been feeling very well and well of course the pissing off with all those kinds of nonsense that is appearing on twitter and over the net. PISSED OFF~! and then school as well. Wondering what do i deserve to received this kind of treatment. If you wanna to gain more haters in class, go ahead! I shall see... Everyone wanna to prove themselves but due to all those kinds of people, they are pulling those who wanna to work hard down! Cant they just think or whatever!! Damn it. So pissing me off!!!!
Thanks to my dearest sisters. I really enjoyed.. Iris, Joanne, Helen Unnie, Spiffy, Shuting, Bianca, Wanyi. And to my dearest triplekiss friends, qiuqing, natalie and who else. Sorry cant remember ur names clearly!!!
Labels: moving on....
Monday, November 15, 2010
11:41 AM
Pissed off...
Good Morning. I'm in school right now. Having 2nd meeting of the day. Well, today is totally a spoilt day! NB. Sorry for scolding so much vulgars today. Dont want to scold but i cant avoid by scolding it today. Just bear with me today. Thank you. Well. If you wanna to do worksheet, can you just inform me that you done till where already??? Must wait till faci comes to our table and ask what we found out then u all bomb everything. then faci look at me i was like totally lost! My previous comments and grades are totally shit! Thanks to these people, i got downgrade and faci keep ask if i'm facing problems or what. Ask why am i so quite.!!!!! So guess what thanks to who??? Dont even know how to let me in to the discussion. I say what i found out then you all repeat the same thing i had said.
WTF lar... CB! Know what is a team or not??? Dont even know then dont team up lar. I feel like telling faci. Everyone is showing their true colours. Well. even for people i known for dont know how long also does that. FUCK lar! There is only some nice people in this class. The rest totally SHIT! CB!!!!! Seriously i think they are such a PABO!!!!! Freaking pissed off can.... Spoilers!!! Spoilt my day!
Labels: freaking pissed off......
Monday, November 08, 2010
10:51 PM
emo day? moody day? whatever day it is!
I had no idea what is happening to me today. In the morning i was so tired till i dont wanna go to school. And due to menstrual cramp as well. if i did go to school i sure pain like i will faint. Well woke up and ran to the toilet. Went online after camping in the toilet to stop the cramp for half an hour. Went twitter and fb. I was happy to see some news about SS501 and i screamed due to the news... was happy and excited.
till evening i dont know what's wrong with me. Suddenly feel so down and moody. Till earlier my tears dropped. well i dont even know what i'm thinking and i cried. Well what a moody day today.. Guess i shall sleep early to stop all those thinking....
Labels: haiis............
