Monday, October 25, 2010
8:39 PM
irritated~~
It's monday and i'm not feeling great at all. Didnt get to sleep well due to the side effects of rushing out reports till 6am in the morning yesterday morning. Well. In the end i was turning to the sides whenever i cant sleep. But i didnt get to sleep at all. Thanks RP for screwing up my life. Morning lesson was alright but the moment my faci spoke, i realized she was draining my life. So whole day was like " I dont know what am i doing at all". Great ah. Presentation was alright. Managed to sleep while on bus as i was freaking tired. Cant imagine that i'm a walking zombie for the day.
I thought i reached home everything would be better. The moment mum come back, she nag and nag. Sometimes how i wish i could stuff her mouth with something to make her shut up. PLAY U KISS SHUT UP? I just hope that i could have some peace, i'm too easily irritated these few days. Suspecting i have some kind of mental problems ah. I feel like crying out badly.. Haiis. Even the boys videos, photos are not cheering me up.. I just feel that i might as well disappear right? So that you all know the importance of me. Irritated and pissed off!! Haiis.
My life is totally screwed up. Thanks for everything. I just know that i might breakdown anything. Wants cry out badly alone. Maybe i need sometime alone. I want a shoulder that i can depend on and someone to care for me. That person that i can share my things with and understand me well enough. Haiis. Why cant i have this person? Is my fate like this? What have i done to deserve all these things? Haiis. SO IRRITATING!!!
Labels: life totally screwed....
